When Faraday backs into the door and blocks his way out, panic and a haze of impulse floods him for the briefest of seconds when he thinks about stupid things like trying to wrestle him away from it, knocking him unconscious, and all other kinds of stupid ideas. Luckily, it clears quickly enough, even if his gut is twisting up, wrenched by the bad idea of all of this.
"What, I get no say in this?" he snaps at him, irritably, as he narrows his eyes at Faraday, wondering why he's not allowed to do what he wants (even though this isn't what he wants, but it will be the best in the long run).
Disbelief is dominant on his face as he scoffs. "I don't want to sit around a campfire miserably waiting while you flirt with the women in towns I can't go into, some pathetic idiota enamorado and eventually left when you find something better because now you don't want to come back."
It had been so much better when Faraday had been in the dark and none of this was a problem for them.
"You're not going to let me help with your pain," he points out. "Because now you'll see my hands on you differently. Every time I tease you now, you're saying you don't flinch, won't look away?" He shakes his head, having convinced himself of the certainty of this future in his mind. "Tried what? Tried that? You didn't even want to talk about the dream I had last night, now you're going to be okay knowing all this? Having it in your face? No eres tan estúpido, you know that won't work."
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"What, I get no say in this?" he snaps at him, irritably, as he narrows his eyes at Faraday, wondering why he's not allowed to do what he wants (even though this isn't what he wants, but it will be the best in the long run).
Disbelief is dominant on his face as he scoffs. "I don't want to sit around a campfire miserably waiting while you flirt with the women in towns I can't go into, some pathetic idiota enamorado and eventually left when you find something better because now you don't want to come back."
It had been so much better when Faraday had been in the dark and none of this was a problem for them.
"You're not going to let me help with your pain," he points out. "Because now you'll see my hands on you differently. Every time I tease you now, you're saying you don't flinch, won't look away?" He shakes his head, having convinced himself of the certainty of this future in his mind. "Tried what? Tried that? You didn't even want to talk about the dream I had last night, now you're going to be okay knowing all this? Having it in your face? No eres tan estúpido, you know that won't work."