She doesn't want to tell him that she's been with other men before and she can handle whatever it is that he's about to do, thinking that it will put him in a bad mood, but also that it might spoil the mood to talk about other men.

Instead, she focuses on working through his climax, swallowing back every bit that she can, taking her time lapping it up and enjoying herself right up until she can crawl up his body and settle on top of his chest, looking like a cat who got the cream.

"I've been waiting forever for that."